Yesterday and for the past week, something bumped me in the head, my mind started to think logically for the first time in a while, not using my heart but logical mind and thinking. I finally saw the truth and reality that nothing is happening between us, all the time, effort spend on trying to gain back your trust has been not successful, i finally realize that it was time to put up the white flight and give up....
It is time to let you go, time to put everything down, time to give up everything, time to stop trying but most of all its time to admit defeat and failure because now i have lost again...
Well here i am again, broken again, sad to know the truth that today as i let go of you and everything, its also the time i have realize i was playing a losing game. I have to take yet another blow of defeat and failure, another painful memory for me and my past.
Now i am left with one more scar on my heart, i am sorry for everything i've done to her, my only wish was a different answer and also that i did not make a move at all.
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