Another Hard lesson in Life

Yet again make way for another hard lesson in life...it never stops eh!?
The one thing I hate about Hard lessons in life is that at that time things seem to be going so well and fine...In the end it just drops like a bombshell on you when everything starts to crash down and everything seems like a mess, it cuts deep and wounds the heart, leaving a scar for life lessons learned.

If life could be played out like a movie, actually it almost seems like one but minus all that good things that always seems to work out and happen when things seem bad. Again i stand at the point of a broken road, feeling broken and lost inside out...feeling the heartache, disappointments. sadness, frustration........oh the pain of losing out again.....

I have lost again with the love game, this time it really changed me, i dont know who i am anymore now, before everything seem to crumble down, everyday seem like a day of hope, a day of expectancy, a day to look forward to...that's before things started to look bad bit by bit.

She was very nice, she entertained me, she gave me a chance to express myself before i found out that she actually like someone else but i feel thankful that at least she gave me chance to express myself, she didn't want to see me hurt, thats why she gave me the space, that glimmer of hope but after finding out she likes someone else, its only best if i take a step back and give up the chase, knowing that actually from the start i never really stood a chance..... All i can do now is hope the best work out for them, pray that everything works out, pray that God will bless their relationship and be happy for them.

A poem of how i feel

Your hair forever there
But never for me to touch,

Your eyes forever sparkling
But never for me to look into,

Your face forever glows
But never for me to hold,

Your Lips forever soft
But never for me to kiss,

Your Body forever innocent
But never for me to feel,

Your beauty forever in awe
But never for me to behold,

Woe is I,
As I wait for hope to arise!
that time I can confess my love,
that time we can be lovers!

Woe is I!
Foolish and ignorant!
Your kindness to avoid my brokenness....
Your glimmer of hope sympathizes me....

....You like a man
But woe not I