I can finally breath lighter air, is it true?

OHHH i can finally breath lighter air cause my exams are finally coming to an end, i though yes its done, i can finally relax, can chill, can sleep, haha

But to my horror when i sat down and started to plan for the month ahead, i got quite a wake up call, i am in form 5 now and there will be more exams to go, this terms exam is merely a part of the training for the real deal, me heart went from jumping hopping mad crazy happy to a dead beat, not only i have a short holiday but i have tuition on my holidays and it calls for me to study even harder for the next term of exams, ohh boy........

I always think i can do it and yes i can but when you see other people walking freely and relaxing, you feel tempted to just take a break and chill, its like you have been running all this while why not just take it slow a bit and take a breeze walk.

But a excellent tutor of mine, she is by far the best chem teacher i have, with her i manage to pass my chem paper like that, with her i felt more prepared than ever, i remember yesterday when i was in her tuition, she was hurrying us to finish what she wanted to teach but then one of my friends:"Teacher chill lah teacher", to my amazement she said:" there is no time to chill anymore, you should have done that yesteryear, your in form 5 now, buck up, time to accelerate, your momentum now is going up, in the holidays, it should go up even higher."

what she said was very true and its correct that i should take my studies more serious now, no more fooling around, so to my band mates if you are reading this, sorry i did not allow jaming for us this few weeks as you see i have a great mission to accomplish.

I can breath lighter air, yes its true, once you have accomplish one great mission and its just on to the next time, what make a difference is that we have God to give us a push behind, just like a ball who needs us to kick it if it wants to move forward.

For all those who feel that your going to die anytime soon of a burden or exams or anything else you find difficult, just remember through HARD WORK, SACRIFICE and PAIN come REWARDS, GLORY UNTO THE FATHER and A EASIER TASK TO HANDLE and
A LIGHTER AIR TO BREATHE

When are we "REALLY" ready for a relationship?

Seeing on this topic, many people tell me that relationship can be made anytime even right before spm and major exam,well i am here to say that there is a guideline to follow to see whether you and your partner are ready for a relationship.

In order for a guy to see whether he is ready for a relationship, he first must look at himself:
1) If the guy is as emo as me, don't hope on getting a relationship, WHY you ask?

Well think of this, if you are just hoping to take from your girlfriend in terms of feelings and emotions, you are gonna suck her dry and you will be pressuring her into just giving when you just take, this is BAD! Never do this, your will constantly fight, believe me i know

2) Are you ready to sacrifice in terms of time, effort, emotional needs and etc for your partner?

That almost tells you everything, if you are not ready then you will be just stressing each other out.

3) Follow God's timing, its the upmost accurate timing and person to be with.

Well God said he is the alpha and omega, so he created time and human, so he should know best who is for us.

This is the summary that i can think off, till the next time, this is all i have.