Lyrics: It's late at night and I can't sleep Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE No I ain't giving up on us
I just wanna be with you Cuz living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE No I ain't giving up on us
Baby can you feel it (feel it) You know I can hear it (hear it) So can you feel me feel you....
You know it's time....
Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on LOVE
You know I ain't giving up on us You know I ain't giving up on Oh I ain't giving up on us
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In my darkest day and time, Only to lay my eyes upon, Something so beautiful yet fragile, Something common yet hard to find, Something that gives life yet takes it too, Something that can break and mend a heart, Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;
On my hopeless time, Only to set my heart upon, Two beings coming as one heart, Two beings beating,sharing,enjoying one beat of heart, Two beings with a power strong enough to move mountains, Two beings with a power that cannot separate them, Two beings coming together as one, Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;
On my lonely moments, Only to gaze upon, The eyes of the bride and groom, The eyes of lovers first, The eyes of togetherness, The eyes of passion, The eyes of commitment, The eyes of desire, A stare which says a thousand words, Words cannot describe finish what is know as LOVE;
In my darkest day and time, Only to lay my eyes upon; On my hopeless time, Only to set my heart upon; On my lonely moments, Only to gaze upon; A beauty that cannot be describe, A power so strong it defines a persons life, A drive that beats the heart beat, A feeling that only lovers know; LOVE.....
When i gaze upon eyes of love, I can only hope I will met her someday, I can only hope I am ready for her someday, I can only hope I am good enough for her, I can only hope she will be in my arms someday, I can only hope to embrace her with all my heart someday, I can only hope to give her my all someday, I can only hope to see her beautiful self someday, I can only hope to see her smile someday, I can only hope to share my life with her someday, I can only hope for my turn to be in LOVE;
Love, Make your way to me, Show me the way, Lead me to the right one, Make me a better man for her, Make me a man that cherish, Make me a man that is grateful, Make me a man that understands, Make me a man that is committed, Make me a man that is passionate, Make me a man that is sensitive, Make me a man, Ready to LOVE her all of my days.
Hands up if you have friends who are in a relationship ( cheers to your friends)
Both hands up if your in one yourself (Congratulations, good job ;)
I don't know about you my friends but one thing which i find hard in life is to find a life partner or even be in love. In this world where we are treated so unfairly, even receiving gestures of love and kindness is very hard to come by, even receiving a hug is a becoming extinct now a days, the only gesture shared amongst lovers, family and friends which is so rarely act upon these days.
Well in my life i have seen many friends who have fallen in love together and I am very happy for them because its just a joy to see your friends finally happy in love but of course there is always a mix feeling in us when we look at our friends in love.
One of it would be that we would kudos to their achievement, wishing them a happily ever after, hoping that things would work out for them, wishing them a long lasting relationship.
The second view would be the question that ponders in our mind, When will I ever have my chance at love? When can i ever experience that kind of love? When will my chance at that kind of happyness come?
I've countless friends who have had many relationships and then there is me the bachelor who has not even succeed in starting off a relationship......Friends tell me its better off that i do not face the drama in my young life, that sometimes its better that we are single, that sometimes its better if we are single but i just cant seem to beat off the fact that sometimes being single is very lonely at times, being single sometimes makes life a drag, it becomes very frustrating to always see other people so happy and here you are one man facing the world alone, sooner or later it becomes a fear, scared that life will always be like this....I don't want that and i cannot face that, if my life played out like this forever, i don't know what i would do.
So to my friends who have shared their love story with me, their ups and downs, their happyness and heartbreak, thank you for teaching me and giving me a sound advice. I also would like to advice to those who are in a relationship, the moment you said yes to him/her, you are willing to give that person a chance at your life, your willing to go through the roller coaster of life together because you said yes to that chance.
Well all i can say that i am just one man who is trying find his ways arounf this world, always finding ways to fall in love, trying ways to earn some love in this world. All i can leave behind now is a song by Paramore All i wanted was you
{Verse 1} Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice from my knees When the world treats you way too fairly It's a shame I'm a dream
{Chorus} All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
{Verse 2} I think I'll pace my apartment a few times And fall asleep on the couch And wake up early to black and white re-runs That escaped from my mouth
{Chorus} All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
{Verse 3} I could follow you to the beginning Just to relive the start And maybe then we'll remember to slow down At all of our favorite parts
All I wanted was you
{Chorus} All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
I've learn something very new and interesting about the business world and let me tell you this is one post that you must learn and hear me out, it will spare you the type of people you will meet.
I've been thinking of joining a gym for a very long time now, so i went around looking for gyms which gives out reasonable prices and so off i went looking around my neighborhood and of course in one-u ~BIG MISTAKE~
People told me to check out Celebrity fitness, so i went in today and met up with salesman mr.x, he came to me with a friendly smile, kind and warm welcome, of course the usual would be showing me the gym, bringing around, and then the interview. He gave me a very reasonable price but its was a one year agreement which meant i had to consistently pay around rm159 each month until one year is up before i can terminate the agreement and the total price for the starting would be around rm500, that is almost rm 2000 a year, very pricey which is one thing i miss out.
So your wondering Kenneth what is this saleman trap? well here is the rest of the story
When i first came in, he would treat me real nice, compliment me alot, makes sure i was confortable and happy,of course he knew i was eager to join in, so he gave me a student packgae deal as stated above compared to the original price which is about rm 3000++ a year. But them after calling later telling him that i was not going with a deal, he gave me a even lower price, see that he is desperate for me to join in, he decided to charge me rm139, i still said no but then i went on to apologise and thank him until to my suprise Mr.x just said"okay, thank you, BYe bye!" in a rude, unmannered, disgusted tone.
Friends, i've learn that before you plan to buy or invest in something very expensive you need to check out a few business things i've learn, its called a buyer plan:
1) Put the object on hold and get info on the product and company
Gym, info on gym, pricing, facility, members, hygiene, location, enviroment and etc (all check, safe)
2) Before making a decision, put the object on a one week hold off before purchasing it. Meaning you would wait a week, give yourself time to debate and find better prices or other offers before consider going to buy the product from the company.
Pricing and comparison of gym price(check) One week hold off (x)
See now there is my mistake, i fell right into the salesman trap the moment i saw a great deal but i did not see long term, i forgot to mention that to get the special discount you need to sign up immediately, ohh kenneth your so blind, no only do i realise, its not about helping you get into the gym, its about getting your cash, take note my friends.
My father taught me never to be the victim of the salesman, when they know you are eager, they will force you to fork out that money straight away. when the right thing to do was to debate the price, know your stand as a consumer and look at escape option ( how to leave without paying a heifty price) Learn to let them be the one more desperate to take you in, don't be the sheep who walks into a wolfs den, walk in with a rifle instead, ahah meaning dont fall for their trap straight away, they will always act nice to get you in, after that is a different story, thats why always carry your rifle, which is your escape plan to bail out when things go wrong.
So my friends in conclusion,
1) All salesman are cons (depending on situations) 2) salesman will always act nice to get you in then they reveal their true nature 3) Be a smart consumer, know your grounds as a consumer and dont fall for their wonderful package deal and all of this 4) Always plan out an escape plan. Its like your guarantee of a money free escape 5) LISTEN TO YOUR PARENTS, they know best, trust me. if it weren't for my dad, i would have lost a tone of money to the salesman, and i would be the sucker.
All in all, please remember to be smart, bring a parent or a elder friend along if it involves a heifty price, please heed my advice as many of us all will encounter this in the future when we start to work. I pray to dear God for giving this chance to share my exprience, a glimpse of the business world and their schemes, and i thank Him for seeing me through and providing me with a good family, please protect me, my friends and my family from this situation, bless us and protect us, amen.
Disclaim: Anything written in this blog spot including names of place and names of people are confidential and by no means meant to criticize or inflict bad manner upon them. The writer of this blog holds no responsibility for any happenings to the salesman or places of name stated including physical, emotional, spiritual, wealth, health,personally and etc. Any pricing stated in this blog is not accurate and by no means hold the actual value.
This title has been used by many people as a book title, as a life philosophy, as a movie, as a teaching and etc. This word came into my mind and i was wondering whether it really applies in our life.
The laws of attraction states that "If you really want something and truly believe its possible, you'll get it" but its vice versa meaning putting your though on something you don't want also comes true. In a way its using the power of positive thinking to attract the things you want and work things out.
Many Christians believe that things don't happen by chance but it happens in Gods will and timing. I also see this as a true possibility, well hey God is the alpha and omega, the creator, the beginning and the end. This states that they believe in Gods sovereign plan and will for them and not the law of attraction that uses your positive thinking to work things out.
Today at church i was speaking with a pastor, pastor Wai Meng. I went to him and indirectly ask him about relationships and he stated one statement that hit me, of course i shared the whole up down left right story and he said 'Let them come to you, get confidence to attract people' That was a very good thing to hear and not the cliche answers that everybody gives, he gave me a statement that could help and work.So here is another statement that states 'Confidences attracts people and in a way the things you want" because with confidence comes passion and commitment.
So i am thinking does the law of attraction really works? or do i go with Gods timing and will?or do i go with my confidence to get what i want in life?
In my opinion I agree that things in life do not happen by chance but it was in Gods hand that this things happen but i also agree that things in life happen for a reason. I also agree that confidence does bring about attraction because if we learn to love ourself can we only truly love others.So which one do i see as the best possibility to solve the single life crisis i am in?
Well i see confidence as the main key to bring out in me, I need the positive thinking to help me believe in myself but most of all....A little prayer would not hurt.
That means all three of these does need to play a role in my life, the law of attraction with the power of positive thinking. Confidence to bring out the best in me, something i need to bring out and work on. Of course, a little faith, believe and prayer in God would not hurt, even if it takes a long time for a answered prayer, I've got to try to believe again and not fear.
To those who are struggling and finding hard to solve the troubles and problem you are in, dont be scared, there is always a way out for you and me, if your a christian, stay strong and dont stop believing. If your not a christian, there is always help around the corner, dont box yourself in, reach out and seek help or better still confront the problem with believes that YES i can overcome it.
My emphasis on this song is not the sorry that seems to be the hardest word but its the WHAT DO I DO WHAT I GOT TO DO
Because i have tried everything yet i am still at point one, feeling left out to fend and love myself....Left to take care of myself....Left alone to take care of my own problems......What do i do....What i got to do seems to be the question i cant answer.
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to make you care? What do I do when lightning strikes me? And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me? What I got to do to be heard? What do I say when it's all over?
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to be heard? What do I do when lightning strikes me? What have I got to do? What have I got to do?
Owhh my whole body is aching from my legs all the way to my arms and shoulder recently due to sports and physical injury....ouch ouch....one day i know i am gonna hurt something real bad but thank god for my very strong body which does not give way so easily.
On 31st oct 2009 i was a facilitator of the Kem R.I.M.U.P,its a camp which encourages unity among the three major races in malaysia, chinese malay and indian. So the camp was two days and boy was it tiring, all the way from the week before preparing for the camp all the way to the end of the camp, i was constantly working, amking sure everything is in place, everything that the teacher needs or wants me to do was carried, making sure the participants enjoy themselves, lodging, food, equipment, games, the school, Human Resource and managing and much much more that i cant explain finish.
I worked very hard to make sure ends meet, and i really wanted something rewarding in the end, well i learn how to manage my resource human and things alike, responsibility, intergration and so on, many things which teach me much more about hard work. But i really wanted something more than that cause by the end of the day, i know i worked very hard and the fruits will always be just a simply thank you.........but i really wanted more than that.
It kind of reminds me of how i always work hard but gain very little, why does life always favour those who dont work hard but gain a good life? Why should those who work so hard be the ones who face failure in the end?
How come i always must be the one who sits by the sideline when i have changed myself so much, How come i must fail over and over again in life when i work so hard, how come i cant seem to find that love i am looking for in my life, a hole in my heart which i long so much to fill.
I am bruise and battered so much that i myself cant fix and hold myself forever, even as i write i met a right shoulder injury which resulted in swealing, the skin burst a small hole but the worst is the bruise, it hurts when i move it but i feel better after treating it the way i always do with some oilment and bandage, it feels comfortable and mush more soothing but i really want a hug to make it better.
This has trigger Painful memories of how i always work hard but come up short in the end, there is so much a man can bear, I am not superman and even superman has feelings, in life i am always trying to find someone who understands me, all i need is just someone to be with becuase words cannot explain what happens in my life day in day out unless you feel what i feel.
Bruise and battered, i am going to spiral back into my sad sad self again, wondering why my life has turn out this way, how come i always seem to be there by myself, sometimes you feel very lonely in a sea of people, sometimes i feel like a transparent glass infront of my friends but nobody cares for those who are hurting on the inside and i learn the hard way that no matter how much you cry nobody will be there to tell you its ok, giving you the support you need,comforting you, time and time i always had to pick myself up........cant a man have a little love?
To those who have many friends, please enjoy your moments with them, you dont wanna lose them, you dont wanna lose those percious moments of laughter and joy, you dont want to hate each other for a little misunderstanding because people like me are the ones who truly understand what its like to be on the sideline, lonely and finding a way out of it. To those who have found Love, enjoy every moment you have even the little fights you go through because love is very hard to find in this world now, even getting someone to be with you in a relationship is very hard to me and you should not be complaining about the relationship you have unless he is a bastard and she is a bitch.
I am very tired inside and out, sometimes i just wanna be in a sweet dream forever, never to wake up to the harsh painful reality that i am in now.....dear god please show me a way out of this, please just go easy on me and spare me the pain if i decide to end myself...dear god i pray you hear for once in my life and heal this broken man.....
