A funny day a week

EUREKA! i am right now sitting in front of my com doing my usual stuff when my brain gave me a brainstorm and then a light bulb came on,THHIING! ohh shinny @-@

As many of the form 6ers know that this week we had started our so called new format of schooling and instead of ending at the normal time of 1.05pm, we are ending at 3.20pm everyday except Friday, TGIF! So this week we were doing really mundane stuff like drawing posters which i ended up drawing a cicak instead of a dragon,lol! and the other day we did research on whether or not sex educations should be introduced in school,BORING...and today we had to decorate our class in conjucnction with the merdeka month coming up soon.

So as usual being myself,Ken the man. I went a bit looney, in other words i lost it because imagine i have to stay back so late in school,its bad enough i have to be in school uniform,i have to eat stinking canteen food which i personally think is unhealthy and overpriced! and just when i am on my diet and body building plan, i feel the lack of nutriteints now everyday*arghh* So today in class instead of decorating, my old playful self of course came back to me,i went around doing crazy thing,acting silly and just plain stupid at times but one things for suer i sure love doing it,it made people laugh even myself.

So i was thinking, in todays society we are facing stress everyday,little things also will stress us out. Toilet cannot flush...stress... Steplar no more bullet...stress.....sweating around...stress.

as i was thinking back about today,i realize, hey laughter is really the best medicince there is. So why not nowadays in school,colleges, or even your workplace, we have a funny day a week.

A day where we can just joke around and have fun doing silly things, being crazy and just laughing around and best of all we get to enjoy doing it, when its work,its still work but on that particular day we are given permission to act silly abit just to lighten the burden and stress in the workplace.

For example,today we were decorating our class with the malaysia flags,ahh opportunities,i took the flag and started playing around with it, acting as the first malaysian to win the olympics,running around the corridor, acting as MalaysiaMan the first chinese superhero for malaysia and of course acting as lady liberty of malaysia by dressing myelf with the malaysia flag and wearing a handmade flower crown.

I guess my whole point is to let you people know that we never too old or young to be funny once in a while,just imagine the laughter and smile you put on peoples face,such a niec sight to see and whats best is the good feeling you feel after that. So go out there just enjoy the day by having fun, go sillly crazy nuts anything to brighten up your day and others.

So henceforth i declare every thursday and friday as funny day, you can join me if you want to as well, we can start this new revolution called the laughing people!

Transformer 2 is the movie of the year

Last saturday i went to catch transformer 2 revenge of the fallen with my family in Tropicana city gsc and Finally after weeeeeeeekkkkkssss of waiting i get to catch the movie i always wanted tpo watch this year and it was worth the wait.

Transformers 2 revenge of the fallen was the bomb,great storyline with humour,romance,thriller,action and most of all heart felt emotions were flying from the kissing to the figthing to the dead of a fellow autobot to the plot of the story. To me everything was laid out so nicely, the storyline was very good most of all the robots were made at their best both autobots and decepticons.

I love the way the movie still keep the original voices of each of the transformers especially my favourite decepticon SOUNDWAVE, ohh when i heard him speak, at first though i am sure they could not copy the voice that the cartoon did but waooo the voice sounded better than the cartoon one giving it a more sinister tone but its a pity he did not came down and fight but if he did, it would be a one sided battle as it is already.

So i would give trnaformers 2 revenge of the fallen 10stars for great cgi, great actors, great humour, great storyline, great battle, great voiceover,great scenery and most of all the great making of the Transformers.

Also i went to cacth Ice Age 3, one word FUNNY! my favourite part is the part where they accidently got stuck in this green gas which makes them laugh to death but they folled around especially the part where they copied a;vin and the chipmunks.

Nickelback- If today was your last day

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

Another weeks just fly's by

Yeah the weekend is nearing again but when i think of it. Its just another big disappointment because I am missing out some relax and enjoyment time.


Its been three weeks or more since i hit the cinema's to catch a single movie especially transformers 2 which i've been dying to watch since the premier and now there is just so much more to catch, harry potter, ice age and many more and the saddest thing is i would have to miss it one way or another, its either i have some errands to clear, church things to do or there is no one to teman me to go watch together, haizzz the stress

And people always ask me why am i always wanting a relationship and this is one of the apparent reason because sometimes when friends aren't there. You just want the one special person to share this moments with,you know to spice things up and make it more enjoyable and i think some of you might understand what i mean.


And here i am losing out on all the good things in life, somehow it feels so unfair,what did i do to deserve all of this pain? Having a life that is challenging, sacrificing without gaining a single thing. Somehow i feel like i cant find that group of close friends to spend time with like the group or guys and girls you see together with,they just go all out and enjoy themselfs whereelse i am tight down with so much rejection and not that they reject cause they dont want to spend time with but because they are busy and i understand and i hope it is.

The one thing now that is bothering me now is the biggest sacrifice i made, losing weight and trying to look good and yet now i am still single, its so depressing and stressful, jogging until my feet's bleed, hours on exercise's trying to get that good look, doing my best to shed off that extra pounds of fat all for what? In the end what i gain is still the same, life seems to be the same as before, almost depressing,bored,lonely at times and sad.


All the tears,blood and sweat, all the pain, all the heartache and in the end looking not the way i want it to be and not achieving my dreams.hahhh..........




Well enough of my constant whinning and sad moments because i know when i get back to my life, people are gonna read this and call me emo. I hope you all understand what its like to suffer but DONT spare yourself the pain and enjoy your happy life, i am happy for you and i hope you all are happy for me as well for anything you see fit.


Looking on the brigther side of life, i ......hmmm let me think..................car......nope......nahhh.......too....hmmm stucked here.....hold on for a while,let me think.............

Ahh yes check out this music by nickelback title If today was your last day, really meaningful lyrics.

Stuck in a crossroad

~*Alarm ringing!!!*~ uhh what time is it? Its 6.00am in the morning, why am i awake?A That's the first question i ask myself each morning and the never failing answer would be its time to get up and get ready for school!

Right now i am currently doing form 6 in Smk Taman Sea, to those who dont know what is form 6, its tertiary education. So the story goes as i started out first at Smk Bu1 then after a month or more and a load of paper work, i got the green light to transfer to Smk Taman Sea and then upon my arrival in Taman Sea, i wanted to change my course from a science course to a Arts course. So more paperwork to be done!

But the whole reason of this blog will be revealed now.

Because i wanted to change from a science course to a arts course, the new procedure as stated by the minister of education is that i would have to sit for a course evaluation test, so its just a papaer consisiting of 160 jobs and all you had to do is to answer a yes or no to the job whether you would consider taking this job.

So after 20minutes or so i finished answering the paper, the counselor came back with the answer sheet to come out with my results. so counting and marking and more counting....Minutes later.... my results came out

Its like a personality test to see how much your scores lies on each attributes....So my results conclude one thing

The counselor looked at my results, she was puzzled and confused with my results and the first thing she said looking at my results."One thing i can say that is your unsure of what you want to do cause all this while i have students come in to do the test and they are sure with what they want to do may it be Arts or science." i was still not sure what she meant then she asked me what is my job occupation, I strated blankly at the counselor because i dont know what occupation i want when i grow up.

The counselor answered back this proves it all, your results shows that you are stuck in the middle,you dont like all the mathematics and all the teory things but you are good at maths as it shows on your spm result. On the other hand, you want a job which is sosiable and is enterprising, meaning that you are pulling yourself two ways right now.

At that moment it struck me as to how come i am feeling under so much pressure and stress recently like i am puling myself apart because deep inside myself i am struggling with my studies, I dont want to do science subject because i will not cope well, literally afraid of the subjects,on the other hand i dont want to take the arts subject because i am not into Economics,busniness, history and so on.

Th counselor continued:" Right now at this moment i can tell that you are unsuer about form 6 as well, you are undecisive of what you want to do because your stuck in the middle. You dont want the science subject because you cant cope with it, where as if your put in the Art stream, your just pushing yourself to do the subjects. I pity you if i put you in arts or science, you will push yourself so much."

After talking back and forth to cut the long story short, we both came to an agreement that going to college would be the best option for me now then there also lies the problem because i dont know what course i want to take,another crossroad. So i would have to see the college counselors to help me out again.

Crossroads, now i am stuck in it,plenty of it, i've got to explain why i want to dropout of form 6 and go to college to my parents, then i've got to choose which course i want to take.

Be grateful if you are in college or have made up your mind about your future because its not nice when your stuck in a crossroad,everything seems so unclear adn blur. Worse part of all, its your own decision to make! no one else to blame when you regret of your decision.

I dont know how i will get out of this sticky situation but one for sure is that a decision has to be made soon and the true charateristics of my friends and family will be revealed to me, to separate those who are caring and supportive and those who dont give a care.

Be gratefel for whereever you are in especially those who are already on the path they have drawn out and made their mind up, thats good for you.

Be thankful to those who have a chance to migrate overseas out of this country, not to say you left us and its a evil thing, the good thing is you left for a better place, a better life, a better future and we are happy for you but please come back with a grateful heart and dont whine, you dont know how tough things are over here.

To end this blog, i am stuck with no solution at hand, no clear path to take and i dont want to regret making the wrong decision again. The next time when you are stuck in a crossroad,you'll understand how it feels.

My advice for everybody now is to be sure of the path you want to take in the future, dont end up like me, making one two many regretful decisions in life that make me end up in more crossroads.

Also dont let others bring down the path you have drawn out but be sure of that path your taking, a few question you can consider asking about that path your taking
1) Are you sure this is what you want to do?
2)Will it guarante a secure and fruitful future?
3)Is it in your interest to take this path?

question no 3 is very important because if your going to take that path because your parents or friends or someone says that taking this path is good for you, yes it is but believe me if your not interested in doing it and just slumber go and take on the path, your pushing yourself and you will DEFINITELY BURN OUT AND FAIL! because that is what is happening to me now, another advice to heed.

Above it all, one thing you we can be sure when this kind of things happen, we see who is those who really care for us and again those who dont even give a care.

Got tag again,oh no

Kim i did the tag had to kena so late at 12.30a.m some more. Somehow i don't know why but i had a feeling i sure kena.

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
not so sure but my cheek or forehead or anywhere would be fine,haven got kissed yet so dont really know x(

2. How did you feel when you wake up this morning?
sleepy,groggy,frustrated and pain on my back.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Kim,hairy n gene

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
Oh no i am never spoilt.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Sure why not

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite of the sex? Nope

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope. I'm not so mean.

8. What does your last text message say?
sorry press wrong button,am home safely now. Ur have fun.

9. What are you thinking about right now?
Will tomorrow be any better?

10. Do you need somone to be with you right now?
Yes, that would be very nice and relaxing to me.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12.30am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing right now?
Not wearing one now xP

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes

14. Who is the last person who texted you?
Sasha

Ten lucky person to do this quiz.
1. Kim 2. Yew leung
3. Sam
4. wai yan
5. Jia hong
6. wai kar
7. wai kar
8. Kenneth wong
9. Kendra
10.Ken The man

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Dont know about his love life

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no.1 and no.7 get together would it be good?
There friends anyway

18. What is no.1 studying?
From 6 science

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
most of the time

20. Is no.4 single?
Yeah

21. Say something about no.2?
He is my childhood friend

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
Uh-Uh oh no no but again anything is possible

23. Describe no.9
She's SASSY and HOT! SZHHHH

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
haha i dont know what to do cause no 7 acutally suppose to be blank cuz i dont know anyone else to put

25. Do you like no.8?
OHH of course I do but he could be looking better xD

The prayer

Most of our life's we pray or wish for something that we want to make our life's better in a way but we at times get dissappointed as to why that one thing never happened or turned up,for example you wish/pray for let say a phone but it does not turn out in front of you F.O.C the way you wanted it or maybe even people giving away to you.

Well I watched the movie evan almigthy and there was that one part where morgan freeman portraying God was speaking to evan's wife Joan. i'll let you watch the video to explain the rest of the story but

One part i find interesting was when God said if someone pray's for patience does He give them patience or a chance to be patient, if somebody prayed for a closer family does He give them a closer family or does He give them the opportunity to have a closer family.

So whatever we wish or pray for the paradox is do you get that wish or prayer or does He give you an opporunity to get that wish or prayer?